Timing

So last night I dreamed about visiting my best friends family... I don't remember much of the dream other than it being unsettling. Its been at the back of my mind today, but too much to do to dwell on it...

Until her sister posted a recent article she wrote online. Very good article and I'm glad she posted it... But when she talked about her sis... I went straight back to feeling like the worst friend ever. I still wish I could go back and change those last few years, those last few weeks even... I miss her.

Ok gonna try to stop crying now & get back to cleaning.